Eternal Winter

Summertime is warm they say
and it’s cold in the Winter
Springtime showers come in May
Autumn breeze in September

I used to think of life this way
until last December
Seasons, years, months and days,
matter to me no longer

Each dawn is just another day,
full of clouds no laughter
Each night only another way,
to lose myself in slumber

Sometimes it’s so hard to contain,
this longing, this hunger
Love goes hand in hand with pain,
I have come to discover

Each time Cupid’s bow is raised
he really should consider
Love is not a simple game
heartbreak scars forever

If I could start my life again
there’s so much I’d change over
I would not make the same mistakes,
I’d follow my heart surrender

I will accept this as my fate,
to be dead within forever
Some things just can’t be changed,
no matter your desire

Perhaps in time this love will fade
but one thing I know, I’m sure
I am living my life in vain
without you my sweet lover.